Monday, September 14, 2009

Almosttttttt there....LOL

But not quite!! UGH! I soooo wanted to hit that big 50 mark today when I weighed in.. the momentum seems to be back and the motivation is stronger than ever..I wanna see those numbers get lower and lower on that scale baby! I just KNEW I had hit fifty this week... I would have had to lose 3lbs this week to do that - but I thought I had done it when I popped on the scale for a peek on friday and I had lost 2.. lol but when I hopped on today... I have lost 2.5 since last week haha arrrgghhhhhh!!! Makes ya just wanna pick the scale up and throw it sometimes hehehe But...alas... guess that means I will for SURE hit it this coming week!! =) At least I better!!! haha If I head in the wrong direction I will be really ticked off with myself! I got my new car tag for my new Jeep... it says BDYJAM =) hehe I have never had a personalized tag ever - in my life... just another reminder to myself to stay motivated and on track!!

I am in the process of turning my downstairs den that was right beside my bedroom into my new bedroom and am going to make my exisiting bedroom into a walk-in closet for now (eventually I hope for it to be a really nice bathroom with a walk-in closet.. but for now, it will just be my closet). I painted it this weekend and my dad and I will be moving furniture, etc the rest of this week. In this process, I plan to clean out my closet and start getting all the "BIG FAT" clothes out of there and start making room for the smaller ones I am beginning to need =) What an awesome feeling that is!! I can't wait until next summer to hit the Y in a bikini haha !!

I also reached one of those goals I mentioned in an earlier post - and when I am at home and can figure out how to post a pic in my blog..I will SHOW you haha you will all get a kick out of it ..I am sure.. anyone watch "Ruby" on Lifetime I think it is? I am going to blog a little about her show I think later this week..stay tuned! Oh and by the way..thanks for all the comments! They really help me to stay motivated..helps to know people actually read this thing and CARE!! =) Thanks ALL!!

Ok guys..I told u when I figured out how to add pics I would add a pic showing you that I had met one of the goals that I talked about in my earlier posts... sooo here it is  =)  It is still an oversized towel... but it closes by golly  haha  my left boob is finally covered hahaha  see the split at the bottom of the towel - on my leg... mmhmmm that is about how it used to look up top.  YEAH!!
and here is a pic of me by my new jeep I told ya'll about... still not a super model..but I AM coming along ya'll =)


  1. Hurry and post pictures of your house and you!

  2. whoooo hooooo for meeting your towel goal!!! Tell your left boobie congratulations for me :)

  3. Hi Cassi,
    I love the towel goal. I bet skinner people would never think about things like that. It’s just nothing they would ponder about. I remember talking to a friend about fitting into a booth at a restaurant. About how at a restaurant I look at the seating arrangements the minute I walk into the restaurant. She couldn't believe it. She had never thought about that before. So the next time we went for lunch she tried to be so gracious by declining a booth and asking a waiter for a table that seated 6. I had to laugh because she was just thinking of me. We moved to a booth because I'd knew that I would fit and because I just couldn't sit at a table for 6 in a crowded restaurant. We just think differently because of this weight. So hey, really enjoy the towel victory and all other accomplished goals.

  4. Thanks Shelli! And yes..there are many many things that others do not consider...they don't have to.. and hopefully one day neither will we =) I do think it is something that will ALWAYS stay with me though.. I never go to the movies now without being thrilled that my hips are not touching the sides of the seat..haha silly to some - but HUGE for me..Have an awesome week!